How to Break the ‘Special Relationships’ Pattern and Form Healthy, Happy Relationships

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Do romantic relationships trip you up? One major way the ego blocks us from happiness in relationships is with what A Course in Miracles calls special relationships. When you see someone as special, you make an idol of them.

What are idols and special relationships?

From the perspective of the Course, an idol is someone you make better than yourself, your friends, your family and even your higher power. You believe your idol is your source of happiness. This act of turning someone into an idol is one of the ego’s craftiest tricks. Idolizing someone reinforces the illusion that we are separate from others.

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Why we have special relationships

The ego uses special relationships to protect us from feeling the pain of separating from love, which most of us do at some point when we are young.

As I say in Judgment Detox, we feel a lot of guilt and a deeply uncomfortable sense of incompleteness as a result of separating from love and cutting off our truth. We try to find relief in someone else, choosing to believe that another person can “complete” us and projecting our guilt onto them. This is how the special relationship is created.

We make all kinds of people into idols, but we’re especially susceptible when it comes to romantic relationships. This is what the Course calls the “special love relationship.”

The special love relationship

When another person is your source of happiness, to put it bluntly you are screwed. The ego convinces us that all the love we need is in one “special” person. This kind of relationship is different from your other relationships because you come to believe that you need this person to be complete.

The special love relationship is exclusive. It makes that one special person better than you and everyone else. Your ego tells you that they’re your source of serenity, happiness or security.

There is no way that special love can ever work, because no other person can be your source of happiness. But without knowing where to find that true source, we’ll keep searching for it in all kinds of people, hoping to find the one.

I was stuck in special relationships for a decade

spirit junkie book gabby bernsteinI was stuck in the pattern of special relationships for a long time. Starting in high school, I made my boyfriends into idols. I was so afraid of being alone that I compromised my own needs to stay in a relationship. (I share my whole story in my memoir, Spirit Junkie.) The ego had convinced me that without a man I was incomplete and therefore unsafe, taking my fear from the past and projecting it onto the present.

In retrospect, I can see that this fearful addiction was based on the ego’s lies. The story wasn’t real, but it sure as hell felt real at the time. I was convinced of it.

This fear lived deep inside my mind and took over my reality. I was so scared of being alone that I clung to relationships that were totally wrong for me. Plus, the fear made me completely inauthentic and insecure. For more than a decade I lived in a delusional nightmare of codependency and a search for that “one special love.”

Romantic relationships are the ego’s playground

Romantic relationships are the ego’s playground. Our ego convinces us that we cannot live without a “special” partner. The need for a special partner is a primary cause of codependency.

This fear-based thinking leads us to do whatever it takes to make people happy so that they don’t leave. We become inauthentic. We try to be what we think our partner wants so that we don’t lose our special relationship. We put their needs before of our own, and we deny our true feelings.

Future tripping in romantic relationships

The ego also uses future projections to hook us into the illusion. Often we project specialness onto someone we’ve just met. One flirty message on an app, one wink at a party or one hint of affection will lead us down the ego’s road of special future-tripping. Within minutes, in our imaginations we’re saying “I do”!

The ego will grab any shred of attention and become addicted to it. Our ego has the capacity to convince us that someone we don’t even know is super special. A stranger can become an idol fast.

We make all kinds of people “special”

oneness is my true nature gabby bernstein card deckThe special relationship presents itself in many areas of our lives. We can make romantic partners special, but it doesn’t stop there. We often make celebrities special. We can make people we admire special. Maybe there is a friend who you’ve made special, imagining they’re cooler, smarter or just have their life together more than you and everyone else.

The concept of “special” is based on anything we make an idol of. The ego has all kinds of ways of convincing us that people are special. When we perceive that someone is better than others, we’re thinking with separation. We’ve forgotten that we are all one, and we’ve bought into the ego’s thought system of “better than” and “worse than.”

Whatever person you’ve made special will inevitably disappoint you in some way. Their ego will always shine through (they are human!) and you’ll be left disappointed and feeling alone. In response, you’ll judge the “special” person for not being who you thought or hoped they were.

How to ‘de-special’ a relationship

No one can be expected to release the illusion of specialness overnight, so it’s important to be gentle with yourself. This is a long-term goal that requires daily dedication.

The dedication is worth it. When you break the pattern of special relationships, a whole new world opens up to you. You can be vulnerable, you can be authentic and you can connect with your partner in a much deeper way.

If you are ready to release the illusion of specialness, follow the steps below. (Note: These steps are adapted from Spirit Junkie.)

Step 1: Recognize who you’ve made special

The first step to relinquishing the ego’s projection of specialness is to get honest about who you’ve made special. Ask yourself: “Who have I made the most special, and how?”

If you are in a relationship, your answer might be your partner. But I encourage you to get fearlessly honest here. Have you made an ex into an idol? Or do you see a friend’s parter as special and think your own never measures up?

Shine light on special relationships. Your honesty will set you free.

If you’re single, maybe you tend to make certain people on those dating sites special. Or maybe you’ve made an ex special, and as a result you struggle to truly connect with new people.

You can go beyond romantic relationships. Maybe you’ve made a teacher or celebrity special. Open your journal and write out all the ways you’ve created special relationships within your life. Shine light on those special relationships. You can even include yourself.

Step 2: Out it

One of the most powerful ways to release your special projections (even temporarily) is to out them.

Once you recognize where your ego has created special relationships, you can begin to call them out. Speak openly about how you’ve perceived others, and stay committed to seeing things differently.

You may not want to tell your special relationships how special you think they are. Instead, just share with a friend. By outing your ego to a friend, you weaken the ego’s projection and begin to see others as equal.

Step 3: Choose to see it differently

i am worthy spirit junkie app gabby bernsteinIn all situations we have two choices: We can see with the ego or we can see with love. Each time you witness your special projections and say them out loud, you have a choice to defend them or release them.

The ego will work hard to keep you in the dark by reinforcing the specialness in others and yourself. Because of that, it’s important that you continue to choose to see equality in others.

Whenever you witness that you’ve made someone special, choose in that moment to see things differently. This simple mental shift will do all the work for you because you are inviting in love. Say to yourself in that moment, “I choose to perceive this person as equal. I know that the light in them is equal to the light in me.” You can make this a mantra that you turn to in the moment.

De-Special Meditation

Sit up straight in your seat, with your palms facing upward.

Breathe gently in through your nose and out through your mouth.

Identify a person you have made special. Imagine their body entering into the room with you. Looking directly at them, witness a ball of golden light forming in their heart.

As you breathe in, welcome the light from their heart into your heart.

On the exhalation, extend this light from your heart to their heart.

Continue this cycle of breathing the light in and out.

Breathe in the light from their heart.

Extend the light from your heart to their heart. As the light extends, it begins to grow around each of you.

As you continue breathing, the room is filled with light.
The light surrounding both of you is a reminder that you are one.

Breathe in: I see you as equal to me.

Breathe out: We are one in the light.

Breathe in: I release all specialness.

Breathe out: The light I see in you is equal to the light in me.

Take one last breath in and open your eyes to the room as you exhale.

This meditation is a powerful tool for reigniting your inner belief in oneness. Each of us believes deep down that we are all one. We know that specialness is just an illusion. We know separation is an illusion. We’ve just forgotten.

Through meditation you can allow a power greater than you to lead you to remember. Practice this meditation often to deepen your belief that we are all equally special. Release specialness and form happy, healthy relationships!

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  1. Hey Gabby,

    I’ve restarted my ACIM journey in the last couple of months and this has been coming up a lot for me. Idol making and the desire for specialness and special relationships. I don’t remember not being alone/ isolated/ other. When I perceive correctly, I know that my solitude has been a gift – even before I started ACIM I knew that I couldn’t belong to any one person because I belong to everything. And all the aloneness has taught me so. I also know that I wouldn’t have been quiet enough to hear that this world I was fighting so hard was not real. But then I have days, especially of late, when I yearn so deeply for company that I feel resentful of this deep aloneness that seems to never give me a break. When this happens, I get really frustrated and upset with God for leaving me here. I know He can’t enter this dream I’ve made. I know I’m seeing wrong. I know the miracle of vision. But in those moments when I haven’t seen or spoken to anyone in weeks, I feel so empty and unloved.

    The only time I can quell this longing is when I have partners. And even though I never have any true intimacy, because I always know that it’s a lie and what I am really craving I can never find there, it still feels better than the deep sadness of loneliness.

    I’m praying about it. Asking Spirit for guidance. And offering my relationships to Him. Which He makes holy and unavailable for my special needs and I start to spin again. I don’t know what I am asking. Just. I feel so much pain and it’s annoying to both know I’m making it up and how not to, and not feel able in those prickly moments to see love. Sometimes I say, “Spirit, you said you wouldn’t leave me here alone. That happiness and wholeness are my right. You would remind me I’m not alone. Why don’t I remember?” And I guess the question is. How long until specialness loses all appeal? (I don’t absolutely love it right now. I just also don’t love the loneliness.) And how long until love? How long until I stop wanting my holy brother to be my special person? How long until the other side of the bridge?

    1. Big hugs, TM.
      The Course does teach that God can’t join you in this dream, but the Holy Spirit can and that is His function <3
      He is beside you even now, knowing you on the other side of all this and also, offering comfort and love at your current perception. It is okay to want partnership, companionship, friendship, love—all the earthly things. We are not asked to give those up, simply to bring them to Him for interpretation.
      Live your life. Be unapologetic about what you want/need/desire. Just keep that line of communication going with the Holy Spirit at all times and will all be well. It is well.
      So much love to you

  2. Hi Gabby! Amazing read, I truly feel like I can relate to this. I have an ex, we dated for a year when we were younger, it has been about 6 years since ending our relationship , we have stayed in contact on and off & are both in relationships now but he often reaches out to me, only when it seems things are rocky in his relationship and hes looking for something on the side, he says he still has feelings for me but is happy. I’m so confused as to what he is trying to do?! Is it just a back up thing? If you have any other articles regarding this please be kind enough to let me know ! Thank you for your insights ✨

    1. Great question, Erica. It might be helpful to use an affirmation like: The light in me honors the light in you. Here are some additional practices that you might find helpful:
      Meditation for Oneness:
      If you feel responsible for your partner’s happiness:
      If you’d like to release the story of being “special”:

  3. It felt the divine timing in finding this article. I was extremely uncomfortable reading this, or I should say the ego was. It was like a light shining on & exposing it for me to see how deep this fear story ran. All the more reason to face it & heal. My boyfriend is my special person. And so is his female friend. I trust them both in my soul,& his genuine nature glows through him. But there is my fear inside telling me that I am “less than” both of them, and that perhaps “because they’re both more worthy” that they deserve each other and I’ll disappear in the background. I officially meet her this weekend, and maybe seeing her as human instead of my boyfriends awesome model friend will help take her off a pedestal. But as you said in the Universe has your back, I know If I don’t face this universal assignment it will continue to show up in my life over and over again. I am excited to try this meditation & to begin the journey of dissolving my ego and its past abuse that is being painted over my present. Thank you for inspiration.

  4. It’s crazy; I’ve been so fixated on this guy being the one because I truly thought it was my intuition telling me that — turns out it was just my ego. I feel like an idiot, I uprooted my life for this guy and I still want it to work out even though he’s happy with someone else. I’m a mess, but I clearly needed this. Thank you!

    1. Showing up here and bravely sharing is a beautiful sign that you are ready for some shifts. The most important thing is to forgive yourself and practice self love and acceptance. Continue to practice the steps in this blog and be patient and gentle with yourself. Sending you tons of love and healing. XOX

    2. Dear Gabby,

      I’m struggling with a relationship with a colleague. He is already in a long term relationship, but before I knew this we were very flirty and there is definitely something there. He has on many occasions asked to do work outside of work hours with me, a lunch outside of work hours and even texts me on occasion with nothing to do with work. He has never physically tried anything or said anything to suggest romantic interest in me. Due to this I eventually had the courage to ask if he had a girlfriend and he did admit he was in a relationship but it was on the rocks so to speak. When I heard this, I vowed to move on. But he still speaks to me, and flirts with me and I cave in every time. I have a crush on him to the point I stutter and stumble on my words around him and get so nervous. I can’t date other people, because I’ve made this guy so special. I want to tell him that I like him, and as a result of this I would like to just stick to conversations and seeing each other to the work context – I feel like I just need blatant rejection to move on. What do you suggest? I just want this crush to end, it’s taking up way too much of my energy.

  5. Hey! Thank you very much for this extended explanation about special relations. It really made me understand why I feel always unsatisfied and sad in some relations I have.
    But I have a boubt: does this mean we should not look for romantic relations, or we should not feel in love with someone else? Or the point is just not making them our source of love and happiness. How do I handle intimate relations then, as we always will hace them? Thank you!

    1. Hi Mario! A great place to start is by fostering a feeling of self love. You are correct about looking within for that feeling rather than seeking it out in someone or something else. A loving relationship towards yourself will help support you in your relationships with others.

  6. Hi Gaby

    This is an eye opener for me. Can’t say how much this helped come to terms with myself and the chaos i have been undergoing .

  7. Hi!

    I am wondering if you would (or maybe already have?) done a piece on “special relationships” in family members? I think we tend to expect a lot from family in particular, like they’re SUPPOSED to be this great source of happiness and well-being for us… Then when they can’t show up for us like that, that suffering can last so much longer than a boyfriend/girlfriend. I think the inner turmoil that comes from family disappointment is just so much more insidious…

    Thank you!

  8. Hi Gabby,
    A friend recently referred me to your book, May Cause Miracles, which I started today. I am so looking forward to the process. While ACIM is not new to me, I feel the universe bringing me to it again through you. I also have another book that helps interpret its messages which I found myself reading recently.
    In the case of special relationships, I have been in turmoil for the past 3 years with mine. I see my partner not as the answer to my prayers, but the opposite. It’s strange because despite what my head cautioned me against, given several red flags, I chose the path of my heart, but it has caused me such pain. I am with this person, but I am so focused on how he is not the partner I had wanted, or who I asked the universe for. I have been struggling with why the universe brought us together.
    You see, I met him about 1.5 years after my divorce (I split up in 2013). He is the opposite of my ex-husband, a risk-taker, talkative, very masculine, etc. and comes from a very tough upbringing, is a recovering addict and is rough around the edges. In contrast, my ex was my special relationship in the usual sense – full on co-dependence, fear of abandonment. He was my sanctuary from life, as I suffered from depression and terrible anxiety almost my entire life. To me, life equals fear.
    Coming out of that, I wanted to show myself I had healed my abandonment issues enough so I wasn’t crippled by them, that I would never “need” a man that way. Then, I met my current partner, a person who I keep comparing to what I believed my new standard to be. To say that he fell short, is an understatement.
    On so many occasions, I thought of ending the relationship, but I kept getting messages from the universe that I shouldn’t. Also, I realize that I still have fears around breaking up, being alone, etc. After listening to the first chapters of your book and reading this blog, I feel that I have such a hard time loving him with all his faults because of what I believe he should be. I cannot see him for who he is, but only what he is not. Moreover, I realized that my inner conflict can never be resolved – to stay or to go – if I constantly look at my relationship though the lens of fear and anxiety. I am judging him constantly through the lens of what I had hoped he would be. Fucked up, I know.
    My point is, sometimes, this special-ness can take a weird twist. The desire for something special can also make us miss the love that is present in ways that we would not expect. Maybe someone out there can relate.

    1. Showing up here with this beautiful and brave share is a sign that you are ready to continue to make major shifts. Excited for your journey ahead with May Cause Miracles! XOX

  9. This was perfect! It has helped me let go of my past negative relationship’s of ex’s that abused me k cut the cord on each person let go of the past and release the need to make them “special” they no longer have that reason I now value myself more love others equally.

  10. Hi Gabby,
    I am so grateful that I “met” you via Holy Whitacker and her Hip Sobriety online course which supported me to become sober after struggling with alkohol for more than 20 years. I love the work you are doing and appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. I am most interested in the topic “relationships” as I find myself in a constant struggle with my self-confidence and jealousy. Thanks to your words and lessons from Miracles now, Spirit Junkie and Judgement Detox I am doin way better and feel more relaxed and serene in situations I used to turn cold and offending. I thought the development of my self-confidence and release of being jealous is much farther. I fell in love with a woman 3 months ago and found myself fighting with the same demons as I did in previous ones. Maybe a bit weaker, however, I am seeking for your advice and recommendation as how to continue my process. Which blogs to read or to concentrate on one of the mentioned books in my comments or ???? Any hint is highly appreciated !!! Thank you so much for being and sharing your wisdom,
    Love, Gernot

    1. Hi Gernot! Thanks for showing up here. Grateful that you’re connecting with this work. I recommend checking out a wonderful book by Melody Beattie called “Codependent No More” which is filled with valuable information. XOX

  11. This is amazing – I’m trying to release a special relationship with a boss at work. The energy has always been misaligned because he is put on a pedestal and as a result my creativity and authenticity at work never flows. I just feel anxiety around him and tend to make more mistakes when working with him. Going to use this to release this thank you x

  12. Dear Gaby ,
    I am soo thankful for your SpecialnessDetox !!!
    I am struggeling ending from Long Long term Relationship ( 35years ) .
    It opened my eyes , and I just feel better by reading it !!
    And I have done The Meditation : it is so powerful !! I want to make this wonderful picture of golden light being a Part of me to feel The oneness almost Every Moment .
    T h a n k Y o u S o M u c h !!!

  13. Thank you Gabby, I realize I have a LOT of work to do here. When I met my husband 15 years ago, I can now realize how I then idolised him. But I got a lot of help doing so since his whole family and friends also did that. Everyone always told me how lucky I was to meet him. I don’t recall anyone (except himself) saying how lucky HE was. Nowadays, many years and happy days, and sad days, two kids later etc. I am annoyed by him. I tried a releasing meditation from you on Spotify but I had to shut it off I got so mad! I couldn’t even share the light between us! It felt awful. Like why am I so angry?! I am doing some great internal work over here but I am so so stuck in my relationship. Thank you for putting words and light on this and hopefully I will find that inner light eventually so that I can share it with my husband and everyone else. Xoxo

    1. Beautiful Sara. Showing up here is a sign that you are ready for some major healing. Continue to work through the steps and return to meditation to help with feeling grounded and to trust that inner voice. XOX

  14. Wow, thank you Gabby! This is such a wise and good perspective. Just by reading the article, I already feel liberated from envy, admiration and feelings of not-being-good-enough.

    As a good friend always pointed out to me when I was swooning over this guy I was crushing on: “It’s not about him, it’s about you. Put him off the pedestal!” Reading your text now gives me a deeper understanding of what she meant. Can’t thank you enough!

    Love, Nelia

  15. SJM Live Grad here–just wanted to say thank YOU as always for being such a wonderful, un-tethered force of light. This meditation and this mantra has come to me at the literal perfect time–I’m navigating a new romantic relationship that is bringing up ALL the triggers (like literally all of them) and I had been asking the universe for something to help guide and ground–and this post came my way. Love to you as always Gabby!! Thank you thank you thank you!!

  16. What an on point blog, thank you! I couldn’t put words to it like you did! Pretty sure I’ve been stuck in viewing relationships as ‘special’ …well, since forever. I’m realizing that the poor conditions I grew up in REALLY contributed to how I view guys, friends, people who are ahead of me in life, skill or talent. I’ve been diminishing my own importance, (gulp) and giving just about everybody the permission to do the same. Sitting in your words and will take a listen to the meditation to keep moving to a better heart space. Again, thanks and appreciate your light! xo

  17. Thanks for posting this Gabby! I agree with you about most things and absolutely love what you share! I wanted to ask your opinion on something though and if you have heard of such a thing please let me know! I tend to think that everyone is special.I didn’t when I was younger mind you. I believed in celebrities being better etc. Today, I don’t think that they’re any better though. I think that they’ve usually done alot of work to get to the places they are but they are no different. Their work to me is commendable but not more then anyone who works for what is right. I tend to believe that we are each unique, etc. Today, I believe that the word celebrity is just that..a word. I was actually thinking about this earlier because I learned that Leonardo DiCaprio smokes and let myself get disappointed by it. Then I thought about it and I used to smoke too. Why was I judging him for smoking when I did in the past!?! 7 yrs ago but still how is that any different? How is his life more important then mine? In my point of view and no offense Leo. it’s not… at least I don’t think it is. I grew up in Theatre, so I consider actors a second family in a way.I love each and every one of them and I don’t think it’s wrong. They hold a part of my heart and always always will. I can’t explain it because I feel that strongly about those I have not worked with. I seriously care about their well being offscreen, offstage, etc. To me they aren’t better maybe better off financially but money isn’t everything. Seeing Leo smoke upset me though because I’m used to harming myself, not watching others harm themselves. My problem, if it is a problem, is that I react like a child in some ways. Take Leo for example I care about his well being or I would not have gotten upset. Not because of who he is though, which is the case with most but because he is a person just like everyone.Why doesn’t he love himself enough to take care of that!? Just like everyone, our bodies wear out and he’s killing his. I was killing mine too so I understand but man!!! Man! Gabby, I wish I had magical powers and could send a ball of love into him to make him love himself enough to take care of his body. I don’t understand the word celebrity anymore though because what makes a celebrity? If someone is a celebrity should we no longer care about their well being? If I’m bad for caring then I guess I’ll forever more be bad because I won’t stop caring. My problem comes when people aren’t used to that and think that I mean more.

    1. Hi Angela! It sounds like by witnessing certain behaviors in celebrities, it’s brining up some judgment and self-judgment. Know that everyone heals and grows at their own pace when they are ready. One of the best gifts you can give yourself is deep love and forgiveness. I think you’ll connect with this blog post and hope is serves you: Sending big hugs your way XOX

  18. Isn’t funny how the right information comes our way when we need it? Thank you! Your words helped me realize the “problem” in my marriage.

  19. Gabby you can’t imagine how perfect was your message today for me. It helped me understand the mess I had made with my last relationship making idols of nowhere and putting myself in a lower case struggling with myself and putting lots of efforts to please this guy !! Infinite thanks for saying the right words in the right moment! your words makes me stronger !!! Love love

  20. Gabby you can’t imagine how perfect was your message today for me. It helped me understand the mess I had made with my last relationship making idols of nowhere and putting myself in a lower case struggling with myself and putting lots of efforts to please this guy !! Infinite thanks for saying the right words in the right moment! your words makes me stronger !!! Love love

  21. I relate to this a lot in that I’m single, and I look at my friends and family that are married or in romantic relationships, and feel that they have found their ‘special’ someone, and that since I haven’t I am somehow less than them. I definitely needed this today. Thanks Gabby!

  22. I’ve misunderstood this previously because of the word ‘special’ and thought “obviously my mum and dad are more special to me than a colleague”, or “how can you get married if everyone is of the same specialness because you’ve chosen one person to be more special than everyone else”.

    But you’ve made it much clearer here; for example if I don’t go on a date with someone because I won’t forget that guy who obviously doesn’t like me, or won’t leave the house until I’ve listened to Abba then spend my whole day obsessing about Abba and make everyone I meet listen to Abba, (I swear I never do this, I just use it as an example and I have a healthy relationship with Abba) then this imbalance is the problem?

    1. Hi Helen! A helpful way to distinguish is by noticing whether you idolize the other person or feel that they are responsible for your happiness. If you notice these patterns, please practice the steps to “de-special” the relationship. Remember to be loving and forgiving to yourself above all! <3

  23. I think I’m doing this now, recently met a great guy, reminded me what I want in a partner but distance is the issue. I think he would be a good choice for me. I am idolizing him above others but not myself. Wish I could clear this out of my head.

    1. Please be gentle and forgiving with yourself Maria. It’s great that you showed up here! Practice the steps to “de-special” the relationship, which will help you feel more grounded and clear. <3

  24. Hi !! The timing of this message is incredible ! From the bottom of my heart thank you !!

    Love from France

  25. your blog was very interested and I could totally related because I did it ! I viewed my ex as so special – as an idol kind of, and it was a total disaster. Thank you for clarifying that to me and articulate it so well<
    The best for you Gaby, your family and your team,

  26. Hey , I’m wondering how to know the difference of making someone special more co dependably attaches vs being in love with them.
    Research shows when your in love certain chemicals are released in the brain, what’s the different between ego love and essential love.

    1. Hi Meg. When we’re coming from a place of fear and insecurity, it’s our ego driving. A great way to distinguish is by noticing if you put someone on a pedestal or feel that another person is responsible for your happiness. XOX

  27. Such a wonderful article. I really liked how we make friends, teachers, celebrities, or just anyone special because they “have their life together more than you”. Thanks for this ‘special’ reminder so that we can feel special again 🙂
    I love reading your books! Thank you <3

  28. Great post. Thinking highly of others may seem innocent. A dream of a certain someone revealed to me the ways in which every gesture and word I said was a way to manipulate the special someone into seeing me in a certain way. If I imagine someone as more special than me, I don’t feel safe to completely authentic. This seems deceitful and unfair to the ‘special one” as well as myself.

  29. Great posts lately, my friend! I remember when I made you special years ago and it’s not a good feeling for either party. I think with the internet, now, the idea of Idols/Specialness is more predominant and so many people don’t know they are doing it. I like that you outlined this a great detail because we all do it in one way or another. Would you say, too, we do that with objects like food, possessions, etc?
    Once we witness and really OWN what is happening, that’s when we can start to catch ourselves. We’ll all continue to fall into the trap, but as you say, it is the comeback rate that matters.
    Keep up the good posts. Hopefully you will return to videos again?

    1. Great input Amanda! Thanks for sharing here. I’ve been creating fun, personalized videos for my Miracle Membership. XOX

  30. Wow thank you so much. Im 35 and in the dating game and my attachments and fears can be so loud that I find it hard to come back to source. So easy for my emotions to get dragged about depending on the guy’s actions!!!xoxo

  31. These rules ans articles can confuse me. What about feeling connected to someone be it a lover, friend, family member, etc. vs. that feeling of no growth or connection in those situations. I choose to surround myself with healthier non-toxic types. I don’t think this is my ego or putting someone above me, its a feeling of trust, love and compassion. People do effect us and I personally go towards the more positive connections for love, safety, security.. not because I put them above me, because that is choose to surround myself with.

    1. Hi Jolie. It sounds like you are connecting with people from a place of love and not fear, from your inner knowing and from a place of trust rather than your ego. Fabulous! XOX

  32. Interesting as I have evolved to a higher consciousness since my spouse’s death, I continue dating a man as a friend not love interest because I’ve realized I don’t need a man to be happy. I’ve always had a man in my life since middle school! I mean they were more important than having girlfriends. I’ve realized a lot as I became a wiser woman. My grandchildren bring me joy more than anything. I told this man friend I love his beautiful soul but am not ‘in love’ with him. I’ve been quite up front how I feel regarding relationships.
    This article was very interesting finding me already putting the advice into practice before reading it.

  33. I’ve been stuck on this thing of ‘special relationships’ and the eternal search for *the* man for years… And it has made me miserable, with the sensation of being “incomplete” even though I know I’m able to be happy the way I am today. Then I realized that my search for a perfect person to live a relationship the way I always imagined was making me sick, anxious and not authentic at all, and since I noticed that, I’m working to let this idea go. Not easy at all… I never thought it was a way of perceiving the other as an idol. Anyways, I keep working on breaking this pattern. This text was all I needed to read today! Thanks a lot for sharing.

  34. Truly appreciate this today as I woke up struggling to be emotionally independent from my relationship. Can be tortuous when recovering from a breakup.

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